The Naked Mind

Umiiyak ako habang tinatype ang blog na 'to. Kaya kung merong typographical error, alam n'yo na kung baket. Mahirap sabihin ng buong buo kung bakit ako umiiyak. Basta ang alam ko, masakit ang puso ko. Kung merong isang bagay na makakapanghina saken, 'yun eh ang malaman kong niloko lang pala ko. Hindi ako bato, poste, pader, o kung anu pa mang bagay para hindi masaktan. Tao ako, nasasaktan, nahihirapan, umiiyak at unti-unting namamatay. Mahirap sabihin ng buong buo kung bakit ako umiiyak. Basta ang alam ko, masakit ang puso ko. Hindi siya ang una kong minahal pero alam ng Diyos na minahal ko siya ng higit sa kung anu pa man. Sa kanya umikot ang mundo ko. Mali na kung mali pero alam kong balewala ang buhay ko kung wala siya. Walang saysay ang mabuhay kung mawawala siya sa mundo ko, sa buhay ko. Marahil buhay ako at nakakagalaw pero buong kaluluwa ko ang patay kung wala na siya sa piling ko. Mahirap sabihin ng buong buo kung bakit ako umiiyak. Basta ang alam ko, masakit ang pu...

by A Fine Frenzy You fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left you kissed my lips You told me you would never let forget these images, no I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do I cannot go to the ocean ...